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Hello people in the world of the internet.
Cny just over, kinda like all the previous years: eat, stone, play, gamble.
To be honest the reunion dinner wasn't as memorable as last year's, too little stuff.
Gambling wasn't productive either, ended up with the same amount of cash i started off with.
Worst part was that yet again, i don't get to keep all my angpaos, i only got 20 bucks from my parents.
Screw that.

Today was fun man
Started off with meeting some of the 4.2 guys at eunos.
When i got off the mrt, i realised i was on the same mrt as 5 other people o.o
Went to a nearby hawker to stone while waiting for tzilai.
When he arrived set off for east coast park.
Supposedly the original plan was to cycle, but somehow it changed to cage.
Not that anyone minded hehe
So 2 hours of soccer barefooted resulted in an abrasion and mega-black feet for the rest of the day.
Following that some of them went for a swim while the rest of us slacked around the breakwater, went for macs then goin back again.
By then we realised the lateness and we set off for the national stadium for sg vs jordan, after meeting leon at kallang mrt.
To be honest the atmosphere wasn't quite as i hoped for cos the attendance was pretty pathetic.
Oh well saw 2 goals, missed the first goal cos we were late.
Overall a decent match but it could do with more entertainment.
After that walked the whole damn way to suntec city from the stadium, with kane screwing his slippers up and a long talk about ns rofl.
Some of them took some lol-ling pics at suntec, before finally headin home.

Yep i changed the skin. Harhar, i love simplicity.
Tagboard up soon, i promise.

Fuel - Leave The Memories Alone

Nothing much, just leaving a nice song here which i've been spamming alot recently.
No tagboard still, i'm lazy.

Went lan with 4.2 yesterday.
LEFT 4 DEAD FREAKING PWNS!
So much that apart from 1 retarded dota game and cs we didn't play anything else lol.
The greatness of having to play lan with my favourite class again is such a blessing.
Especially with a game like l4d, woot
Supposed to watch movie, but tardiness cost us so i went straight home.
Lan satsified me enough, heh

Aite tomorrow's the start of the festivities.
Happy cny everyone

Stalford called me and asked me to write in a testimonial for them. Wow?
Apparently it's due to my getting a2 for Os.
Imagine seeing a picture of oneself in front of a tuition centre's entrance.
CHEEE

Back to update about the going-ons of the past few days.
Sunday,
Met most of the class at dhoby gaut. I actually got lost in the station.
Then went to plaza sing to meet ian, one of the birthday boys.
It was a crossroad proceeding that. 4 of us went to play l4d at lan, the rest went for pool.
I gotta say, l4d is pretty fun, even for a first timer like me.
The infected characters that are useable are damn cool lol.
2 hours or so lan i think.
Met the pool people at paradiz to find out ian left, for dno what reason.
Went to centrepoint to meet alex and suan then had dinner at fish n co.
Swordfish collar was...wtf.wtf.wtf.
Then bought a cake at breadtalk (yes, wtf), sang a bday song for ck and headed home.

Monday.
Met suan, yuan wei and alex at vivo for dinner.
Then met xp and kane before heading to xp's house.
Mostly played l4d and dota throughout the stayover while waiting for the rest to arrive.
Played monopoly once too. Owned hehe
Some of the rest also palyed risk for long hours.
Then the sian thing happened.
Apparently ck cooked instant noodles, left the wrapper beside the pot, and so melted the plastic and left marks on the pot.
This plus something about the tabletop resulted in us being banned from xp's house int he future. sad.
Liverpool match was boring shizz.
Afternoon went to cage for soccer.
Im glad this time was better than the previous, i got some of my form back and all of us were having a swell time.
Left at 5+ after buying drinks at macs.

Cny in a week. I can hardly wait!

Really scared i am unable to get into acjc science cos i just made the cut off point only.
Mehhh. Nothing can cancel out that fear now. All i can do is pray.

Shall update about the stayover at xp's house and ck's bday outing tmr or so. Too shagged now =/

Ok, cbox isn't blocked on my com anymore.
But then again i figured it isn't worth the trouble to edit all the html shit again, so heck with tagboards at the moment.
Tonight imma submit the jae form. For now, and most probably, i am decided on acjc science, then fillers for the rest.

So anyway on tuesday the day after Os results, went out with the 4.2 guys.
Went plaza sing at some gay early time expecting for some lan, but then only me dinesh du and jerome went that early, so we talked crap and shared some good old times in the past 2 years.
Dom and tzilai arrived later for lunch, then we slacked at the arcade for awhile while waiting for alex and suan, before heading for acjc open house.
Okay it was a complete waste of time, we walked around for 20 min or so, looked at the ragging incident site, took free bottles and stuff, looked at the mediocre canteen(at least compared to acsi's) and left. yes, we didn't look at the cca displays, we left.
Off to acsi to visit and thank certain teachers before meeting xp and kane at broadway.
Im gonna miss astro =/
Now headed to wheelock place for sakae where we met leon and debby before yuan wei came.
Damn the fullest meal in months. Sick of rice so much after that.
Lan at meridian for an hour+, uncompleted dota and some retarded cs maps, before we headed home.
Such good times, i doubt jc will ever be as fun as sec sch.
4.2, best class ever :)

ok screw ib now
should i try for nj? lol now that my cca is actually a2

Arrrr.
10 points.
Not really what i hoped for, but it's not that bad either.
Its enough to get me into acjc or ib i think. but njc is out of the question.
Sigh. Was hoping for like 8 points or so.
Feelings changed several times today during giving out of results.
First when drong told us 4.2 did 2nd best in level behind the gepers,
I was over the moon, admittedly.
Then the top scorers were announced.
Leon..Dinesh...Suan...yaozhi...lidong and finally fayaz.
Damn the tension was serious, trepidition rose again.
Then results were given out.
Alot of people got 9.
Then when i got mine, first thing i saw:
A
A
A
A
A
B
B
B
C
Arrr. so 3 a1s 2 a2s and 1 b3,
EXACTLY THE SAME AS PRELIMS.
I failed to get a1 for english, worst disappointment,
Also a2 for amath,
And b3 for all the sciences. for fuck's sake. dammit.
At least, humans were pwnage and i managed to scrape a c6 for hcl.
So now 10 points, no scholarship, no njc no hci.
Acsib or acjc? idk man
Ib looks nicer but the cash prob remains.
I REALLY AM IN A DILENMA.

Aite. To all that managed to get below 10 points or realised their targets, congrats.
To all who are disappointed like me, don't be too sad, there are always appeals and other jcs.
Cmon, someone suggest to me acjc or ib.
By friday.

I'm gonna cry. Seriously.

Sorry for no tagboard, for some reason the cbox website is blocked on my com LOL
And i dunno any other websites, so lol.
Gosh just 2 more days to the results.
Been dreaming about my eventual destination, such as once i dreamt i got into acjc o.o
The sad thing is that none of my dreams ever come true =/
Hopefully i can get my 6 points and get into something better?
When i think about my papes i can't help but feel terribly afraid, i screwed my amath paper 2, my physics paper 2, my eng paper 2 (somewhat) and i'm afraid my bio paper 2 wouldn't make the grade despite it being "easy".
But then when i think about moderation, my mood is somewhat lifted.
SO HOPEFULLY,
A1s for all subjects, except chinese where i'm just hoping for a pass.
Seriosuly, if i don't get an a1 for english emath and geog, i will be DAMN depressed.
Then again the results already have been tabulated, nothing can change fact now, hopefully luck shines on me.
Coincidentally i'm going back to school to get my 150 bucks for my gd progress award.
Really hope that it is an added bonus after receiving my results.
Aite, good luck to all receiving results, let's all get 6 points or lower.
Those only getting results for higher chinese, screw off.
jk.

OH MA GAWD O LEVEL RESULTS COMING OUT ON MONDAY ZOMGWTFBBQBALBALBALBLAB

Ok screw that previous bullshit.
Monday's the day.
Will i get into jc or not? Monday will tell

Aite, due to boredom and the feel of the need to do so, i decided to look back on the year 2008 and think about the people who made it possible for me to even survive through it, and at the same time feel good about the time i spend.

4 years of education in Acsi certainly gave me alot in terms of friendship and bonds.
Especially the fact that i was, by god's grace, sorted into class 3.2/4.2, the best class i have ever been in.
Not only the class, but also other schoolmates have helped me along the way.
Not to mention certain primary schoolmates who have helped make the past year a somewhat enjoyable one.
Now, i take the time to give special mention to all of these people, they deserve it.

-Scholars-
They changed my stereotypical mindset about scholars taking chances to suck up. Also, they proved far different from fags like zhao yue and liu yang in ib who are..well just fags. Nice guys who never fail to help me in studies (china ones) or humour me (malaysian and indonesian ones).

-Ananthan, Fred, Sampy-
For never failing to make the soccer games enjoyable and full of laughs.

-Johari, Adib, Fayaz-
All man u fans who add life to the class, the muds. Especially Adib and Johari, who always make us laugh at their spastic tendencies and sick jokes. Haha.

-Kane-
My fellow arsenal fan, the machine, and the guy who always points out my speech errors -.- Nevertheless one of the best friends i made these past year.

-Joel, Emerson, Jia Kai-
The more...quieter people of the class, but underneath their "innocent" exteriors hide some whacko personalities. Emerson the "boss", Joel the sicko, Jiax the..i dunno.

-Aloysius-
The closest the class has to the definition of 'nsk'. Always wary about fashion, hair and the height of his socks, and some amazing ponner. Became a hardcore mugger like alex in the pre-prelims period. Always a good friend to talk to, albeit the lame jokes.

-CK-
The beast, the most athletic guy in the class. The reason why we failed in interclass soccer (due to his absence). The guy i sat next to for 2 years. Jokes and humour all around, a fellow bnetter, and a very good friend, though he always seizes the chance to jack people. Though its common and ordinary, haha.

-Jerome, Eugene-
Possibly the luckiest guys (especially in soccer). Both have provided their fair share of jokes and own styles of humour, and both bnet as well, and that's always a good thing, hehe

-Leon-
Very good friend who no matter what always gives out a helping hand. In my opinion the model student. Good in studies, good in CCAs, he dsa-ed into ib already. Gatherings at his house have been fun, and he also bnets. If not for him and some others, my studies would still be failing.

-Dinesh-
The guy who always verbal challenges me over whether man u or arsenal is better. Some gay shit in studies despite him playing soccer with us all the time, i still don't get how this guy achieves it.

-Dominic-
My red-faced friend. Nice guy who, despite my many shall we say "complaints", never turns his back on me. Man, I'm sorry for the times i mocked u on bnet. Also, never complains about playing as goalie.

-XP-
A nice guy in real life, a total beast in the internet. Known for his leet talk and crude comments, he dwells in 4chan.org and always makes me laugh. Somehow, he became a liverpool fan this year. What a shame.

-Yuan Wei-
My primary school former classmate from 5U. Great friend who shares the same interests as me, he's always there for the encouragement, and the self-ole-ing tendencies. Thank god, we got sorted into the same class in sec 3.

-Alex, Suan, Brandon, Tzilai-
FOR BEING WITH ME FOR 4 YEARS! Undoubtedly the best friends i made throughout my 4 years, being through hard and good times together. Alex for inspiring me to study by being a gay shit of a mugger himself, Suan for being a great person to talk to especially about soccer, Brandon for igniting my interest in dota, and tzilai for being a great friend, at the same times being the heartbeat of the class with your antics. Thanks guys.

Done with my class. Now onto some schoolmates.

-Melvin, Palmer, Jun Yang, Edmund-
For making Ncdcc bearable and endurable, with your jokes and all.

From my amath tuition,

-Desiree-
For being the only person i could talk to during class, well apart from the teacher, and for being a good friend in the O level period. Maybe, we'll meet in acjc or something.

And now some of my primary schoolmates.

-Xuan Wei, Wei Sheng, Jian Ler, Ivan, David, and so on-
For the times we played soccer together, and for still being good friends despote separating 4 years ago. More soccer outings please.

Last but definitely not least,

-Sarah-
How to start. Yes, if not for her and leon, my studies would be a total mess. When i failed my chem mid years, i was demoralised, and wanted to give up. Yet she encouraged me repeatedly not to give up and just go mug. Since then she has been somewhat like a private chem tutor to me, with me asking her questions like all the time, including bio and physics questions, and she never fails to answer them. Yes, if not for her, i wouldn't have improved by 15 points by prelims. Also willing to lend/photocopy notes, and expects more practice papers from me for doing -.- The very definition of a person who loves to mug. A very good friend who introduced that guidebook to me. And some korean freak. I wanna say now, thanks for all the help and never giving up on me, wish i could reciprocrate in some way.

For people i did not mention, you also probably helped me in one way or another.
Thank you all for making me have a nice 2008, and may god's grace follow you all as we all part again.
Peace.

Okay, time for an update.
Firstly realise the tagboard's gone. Why, because just now i had a glance and realised there's some problem with it.
Therefore i just took the whole thing down. Haha.
Aite, let's start of with the last day of 2008 on wednesday.
Soccer in the morning at school with the 4.2 guys.
Played with a bunch of..shall i say nsk-ish dudes from our school.
Got owned =/ maybe because our fitness levels were at a low and that those gays had a fun time running circles around us while we stood on the spot. Haha.
Had a random talking session by the squash courts, talking about stuff ranging from a lvl 1 roshan kill to the release of Os results.

Set off to west mall and met leon and chan.
Intended to watch australia but some of them wanted bedtime stories instead.
So me xp zilai suan dom and ck watched australia ourselves.
Three hour movie god.
At least the first hour was epic. Last hour was becoming draggy.
Then off to leon's house for xbox/dota/eat blabla.

Ok now comes the utterly disappointing end to the year.
Supposedly was to watch movie then go to countdown with the 6u people.
And, i should have anticipated, they changed plans and only when i reached jp, ivan informed me.
Okay, fuck that. Watching a rented video wasn't my idea of a good time.
So i went back to leon's house (bukit gombak), burned my ex-link card value and wasted say 50 minutes of the last day of 2008.
Honestly i should have just stayed at his house.
Dota-ed and xbox-ed till 10+ then we all left.
Realising countdown was still more than an hour to go, i ditched any ideas of joining the 6u crowd and went home to watch replays.
Call me selfish for not agreeing with their plans, but i do feel the element of indecisiveness which comes along this crowd of people.
Sure, majority wanted to go watch some rented video.
But at the very least freaking inform me early about a change in plans.
This last few hours of 2008 served to make me lose some respect and trust for the class i thought i came to cherish since 2004.
This whole bit is a rant, but i feel the obligation to do so despite the possible critics which may arise.

So 2008 has ended. Hello 2009.
As with a coming of a new year, resolutions ought to be made.
Therefore i resolve to
1. Prioritise outings with 4.2 over 6u. Permanently now, 4.2 has leapfrogged 6u in my mind.
2. Work out.
3. Maintain, if not intensify the studying mentality i had for the Os year.
There i said it.

2008 has been a year full of ups and downs.
Noticeably it has been these few which made me think about while rolling in bed :

1. It doesn't hurt to study hard. When i got 25 for my mid years l1r5, i was like, screw that. However when i got my mindset right, i managed to get 10 for prelims. Okay, hopefully the Os results will be an improvement from prelims.

2. Soccer is undoubtedly part of my life. With 4.2 everyday has been soccer soccer soccer, with the entire level learning of our reputation has being...mad about soccer, yet still pretty indecent at it. During the holidays, the times without soccer were hard. Thank god for the several times i could play with different people, sometimes with the 4.2 guys and sometimes with the 6r people.
You guys saved my life, i dare say.

3. I should have gotten a job.

4. Screw the distant past and cherish the present. Wouldn't wanna elaborate on this.

Now hopefully, 2009 will kick off with a good set of Os results, which are coming out early this month.
The jitters are returning, the fears are arising again.
Will i get into a JC like AC or NJ? I really hope so.

Let 2009 be a good year to all. Peace.